
Why My Reading List is All Fiction, it did not dawn on me as I always like to share my current reading list with you, and when I get in routine, what others notice, I forget why I have chosen certain paths and or directives but no always the reason why I have chose them.
But this week, one email stopped me cold. I read it, and then I read it again: “Audrie, I noticed all the books on your list are fiction. Am I missing something?”
She was right. Every single title. Not one business book. Not one marketing book. Not a millionaire morning routine anywhere in sight. This book list is coming from the woman who runs an influencer and brand marketing agency and talks about business for a living. The irony, right?
I have talked about this to colleagues for years and possibly shared it a long time ago on my social stories. I have shared pieces of it in passing conversations. But I have never sat down and explained it from start to finish. So today you are getting the whole story behind my all-fiction reading list, and why it is one of the healthiest decisions I have ever made. And then, because you all have been asking for years, I have curated the top-selling books and the top podcasts in every category: business, marketing, motivation, sports, a brand new book-to-screen section, and of course, the escape shelf. All of it organized exactly the way I organize my own life. Learning in one container. Escape in another.
Grab a coffee (or a martini depending on the time of day). This is a long one on purpose.

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Back in 2019, I was going to a therapist. I was working through anxiety, and if you have ever met me in person, none of the reasons will surprise you. I am overly hard on myself. When I miss a goal by an inch or don’t reach it fast enough, I do not see everything I covered to get there. I see the inch. What if I fail someone? What if I fail myself? It would all build, and not feeling good enough still rings in my ears. But how was my routine impacting my brain while I was putting in all of that work?
My routine was not a great one. I would listen to a business or marketing podcast while I got ready at 1.5x speed because, apparently, even my learning needed to hurry. Then another one in the car. At the time, life was full to the brim. Jason and I owned an event venue. We owned a cupcakery, and I ran a full six figure photography business while pouring every spare minute I could find into building what would become Parlay Collective. I was not rich. I wanted more for my family. More for my kids, my husband, my parents. And yet our finances were not moving the way I needed them to, and I felt horrible about it. Frankly, I was no fun to be around, and I knew it.
Do you know what I remember most about that season? Sitting in my driveway.I would pull in after a shoot or a venue walkthrough, put the car in park, and just sit there answering emails because the second I walked through that door, I belonged to everyone inside, and I was not done yet. My family was on the other side of that door, and I sat in the driveway with my phone. If you have ever done that, you know exactly the feeling I am describing. Physically home, mentally still at work, and guilty in both directions.
I remember driving to photoshoots just wanting to get them over with so I could get back to working on the agency. Don’t get me wrong, I loved my photography clients. They were influencers. They were the foundation of the business that inspired me to build my agency. But I felt the pull that I could offer more. I was physically at one business while mentally chasing another. And I wore the exhaustion like a credential. Tired meant serious. Tired meant I wanted it enough. I wanted “success” bad.
Do I think putting in work when others won’t makes a difference? Absolutely. Do I think I was beating myself up? Absolutely. I was not feeding my mind. I was beating it up.
The whole time, I was comparing. Every entrepreneur I followed online seemed to be scaling faster, earning more, launching bigger. I genuinely believed the gap between me and them was information. I confused consumption with execution for years and called the whole thing hustle. Hustle. Eww. I hate that word now.
And here is the thing I did not know then: I was a statistic. A famous University of California, San Francisco study found that 72% of entrepreneurs report mental health concerns and that founders are twice as likely to struggle with depression than the general population. Read that number again. Nearly three out of four of us. That is not a personal failing. That is an occupational hazard, and nobody hands you the safety briefing when you file the LLC. The same wiring that makes us build is the same wiring that can quietly break us. Nobody puts that on the motivational graphics.
I remember one particular session more clearly than almost any business meeting from that entire year.
I came in doing the thing I always did. Talking fast, running through everything on my plate like it was a badge of honor. The venue. The cupcakery. Photography. The kids. And somewhere in the middle of my list, I got stopped with two questions that sounded almost too simple.
What are you reading? What are you listening to?
I answered a little proudly. Honestly? More than a little. Self help books. Entrepreneurial books. Goal setting books. Money and wealth books. Leadership books. Motivational speakers. Business podcasts. Achievement content from the moment I woke up until the moment I fell asleep. I rattled it off like I was about to get a gold star for being such a dedicated student of success.
There was no gold star. Every single thing I consumed was teaching me how to build faster, earn more, optimize harder, set the bar higher, and become a better entrepreneur. And as we walked through my day, hour by hour, from the podcast in the shower to the audiobook at midnight, it hit me like a ton of bricks.
That was part of the problem.
My therapist knew. Apparently I was the last one to figure it out.
Every free moment of my day, I was consuming content that reminded me of everything I was not yet. Another goal I had not hit. Another habit I had not built. Another millionaire routine I had not adopted. I was feeding my anxiety in the car, in the kitchen, in the shower, and before bed. And I was calling it growth.
If you are doing the same thing right now, I want you to see the scale of the machine we are both swimming in. The self improvement industry in the United States is worth roughly $12 billion according to Marketdata research. Around 15,000 new self help books are published in this country every single year. Fifteen thousand. Stop and think about what that number actually means: if the last one worked, why do we need this year’s batch? A $12 billion industry does not run on solved problems. It runs on people like you and me believing we are exactly one book away from finally being enough, and then it sells us the next one.
In 2019, the exact season I was drowning in them, U.S. self help book sales grew 13% with over 40 million units sold. Self improvement audiobooks alone are a $655 million market. Self help podcasts account for roughly 14% of all podcast listening by genre, and business podcasts specifically attract what the industry calls power listeners, people consuming five or more hours of episodes every single week. Five hours. That was me, easily, and I would bet it is some of you. That is not a media habit. That is a part time job you took without noticing, and the pay is feeling perpetually behind.
And the statistic that made me feel the most seen of all: 70% of self improvement book buyers are women.
Women like me, circa 2019, filling every quiet moment with one more lesson about who we were not yet. We are the ones carrying the businesses, the households, the mental load, and then spending our only free minutes being told, gently and profitably, that we should also be optimizing. No wonder we were tired.

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Then came the assignment I did not see coming.
You spend your entire workday learning. You are researching, solving problems, leading people, making decisions, and educating yourself constantly. Your workday is already a classroom. Your free time does not have to be another one.
The prescription was almost laughably simple. In your free time, if you want to read, read something that lets your mind escape. If you want a podcast, choose something soothing or something that makes you laugh. Watch shows that have absolutely nothing to do with becoming a better entrepreneur. Protect your peace with the same intensity you protect your business.
Unproductive time. On purpose. I remember thinking there was absolutely no way this was going to work.
And I want to be honest with you, because this is the part I have never said publicly: I hated this advice at first. Hated it. Every instinct I had told me it was wasted time. Fiction? While every other agency owner was reading another marketing book? It felt like being told to slow down in the middle of a race I was already losing. I remember thinking, very clearly, “She does not understand how far behind I am, or what it takes to achieve. ” It scared me.
But here is the thing: she made sense. I used to love John Grisham when I was younger, and Nicholas Sparks. So I made the move and I hopped on Amazon and bought several Colleen Hoover, Lucy Score, and Ellin Hilderbrand. Then it happened.. I had me time, in the bath, in the backyard hearing birds chirp I got a mind refresh, laughs, giggles, and if you have read these books I even blushed.
That was seven years ago, and I have not looked back and in fact I listen to sports, music, and to be honest if I hear be consistent as a makreitng plan from one more marketing expert I would have pulled my ears off. Learning did not get cut from my life. It got a container. A monitored, dedicated window inside working hours, where the business books, the marketing podcasts, and yes, the mindset content still live. When I close the laptop, my brain gets to breathe. It’s not to say I don’t have late nights or early mornings but I stopped overloading my brain. So to answer my sweet follower; That is why my after-hours list is all fiction. Not because learning strategy is bad. Because it already has a home, and that home is not my bathtub at 9 p.m. or my sunday morning on my patio.
In my daily routine each morning I make sure I read my daily devotionial being a Christian it centers me it is the way I want to lead and this is for a greater purpose bigger than myself. This devoitional not only is very important to the way I live my life, this specifc one is my father’s. Upon his tragic passing, it was what he read everyday that he had in his work bag the day of his passing. I highly reccomend this one if you are a person of faith.

My favorite Devotional: Jesus is Calling
The facts are the tips, and even my strategies are from my own experiences. I know what works best for my audience, my business, my lifestyle, my finances, my marriage, my children, and where funds are flowing or not. When I do listen to podcasts or read, I take it with a grain of salt, because although they could share some perspective, it’s my education on how I want to align my business and where it needs to grow and how it needs to get there. Often many people have opinions on what “YOU” should do, but they are not fully in the day-to-day or know how your team operates, so be open but adjust; don’t compare.
And the research says that prescription was onto something bigger than I knew. A well known University of Sussex study found that reading for pleasure reduces stress by up to 68% in as little as six minutes, beating out music, tea, and walking. Six minutes. You have spent longer than that today deciding what to watch. For an entrepreneur, that might be the highest ROI activity that exists, and it costs less than any course in your inbox. Research published in Social Cognitive and Affective Neuroscience found that reading fiction strengthens empathy and social understanding by activating the same brain regions we use to read real people. Think about what that means for those of us in business: my entire job is reading people. Creators in hard negotiations. Brands with unspoken expectations. A team member who says “I’m fine” in a tone that means anything but. So those hours inside a novel are not wasted. They are quietly making me a sharper leader, a better listener, and honestly a better strategist for every creator and brand we serve.
Millions of readers have figured out the same thing. Romance print sales roughly doubled from 18 million units to 39 million in 2023, and Circana BookScan recently tracked about 51 million print units in a single year. Romance has been the fastest growing fiction genre, at one point driving 66% of all adult fiction growth and generating over $1.4 billion in revenue, the highest earning fiction genre there is. Booksellers credit one thing: escapism, and the guarantee that everything works out in the end. Even during the 2008 financial crisis, romance sales at one major publisher jumped as much as 32% while nearly everything else fell. When the world gets heavy, smart people reach for stories.
So when you see my summer list full of romance, thrillers, and historical fiction, now you know. Those books are not random. They are intentional. They are how I fill my cup so I can pour into my family, my team, and my clients.

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Okay. Here is what you actually came for. Sorry, I am a talker.
You already know by now podcasting is not a niche habit anymore. Over 584 million people worldwide listen to podcasts. 55% of Americans listen monthly, around 90 million listen every single week, and 88% of American listeners say they tune in specifically to learn something new. The average listener consumes eight episodes a week. Pair that with the tens of millions of books sold in these categories every year, and your eyes and ears are prime real estate. Be intentional about what gets access to them and when. Take bits that align with where you are now; don’t judge yourself!
So here is my rule, and I want you to steal it! The learning categories below live inside working hours only. The escape shelf is for everything after. Same content, completely different assignment.
These are the titles that built the category, and their numbers are staggering.

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My industry, and where my own monitored learning time actually goes. If you work anywhere near brands, creators, or content, start here.
Yes, I still believe in these, and yes, I still share them. In a container. If motivation content is your entire media diet, reread the first half of this post. If it is one intentional part of a balanced one, these are the best in cla ss.

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Here is where the line starts to blur, because for a lot of us sports content IS escape content. And the data backs your feed up: sports is currently the fastest growing podcast genre in the United States. File these wherever they belong in your system. Both answers are correct.
Okay, you caught me having fun with that list. The point stands. Numbers one through ten are all worth your monitored learning window.
This category matters to me, and the numbers explain why. Women make up nearly half of all monthly podcast listeners, a record 47 million women listening monthly, and women purchase roughly 74% of self help books and the majority of fiction. Yet fewer than 35% of top 200 podcast chart spots belong to shows with a female lead host, only 29% of weekly podcast creators are women, and women host just 7.7% of business and technology shows. The audience showed up. Representation is still catching up. So we support the women behind the mic and the pen.
And yes, a few names below already appeared in earlier categories. That is not sloppy editing. That is what dominance looks like.
One more statistic while we are here, because it deserves its own paragraph. Women now own 40.6% of all businesses in the United States, employing 12.6 million people and generating $2.8 trillion in revenue. We are not a niche. We are an economy.
New category this year, by popular demand. Mine. Because here is the thing about the escape shelf: Hollywood has been raiding it. Nearly every book I have recommended in the last three summers either has an adaptation streaming right now or one on the way. And I believe in the correct order of operations. Read the book first. The book is always the director’s cut. Then watch the adaptation and enjoy yelling about what they changed. Two escapes for the price of one. That is the math I choose to do.
This is your head start. Read these before the trailers take over your feed and the spoilers take over your group chats.
Notice something? Every single one of those authors is a woman. The escape shelf is not just filling cups. It is running Hollywood’s development slate.
And finally, the shelf that started this whole post. When the laptop closes, these are the assignments. No goals allowed. My Kindle has carried more of my mental health than I will ever admit in a marketing meeting, and honestly, it deserves workers’ compensation.


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The fiction bestseller lists right now are pure proof that the whole world needs a break. Here is where to start.


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For laughing: SmartLess with Jason Bateman, Sean Hayes, and Will Arnett. Conan O’Brien Needs a Friend. Handsome with Tig Notaro, Fortune Feimster, and Mae Martin. Giggly Squad, again, forever.
For winding down: Nothing Much Happens, bedtime stories for grown-ups that work embarrassingly well. Sleep With Me, designed to bore you to sleep in the most loving way possible. Yes, that is the entire premise. Yes, it works.
My shameless podcast plug: For some influencer marketing, some real-life CEO thoughts, some personal takes, and some straight talk, yours truly, Audrie Dollins, Founders & Fortitude!
Do not add fifty shows and forty books to your library tonight, number one because i did it for you, use my list but number two start slow and intentional with your choices.
Ask yourself two questions, and I want you to actually answer them instead of skimming past. Can you finish a chapter without checking your phone? When was the last time you sat quietly, with nothing playing, and it did not feel like an emergency? If either of those made you flinch, you did not stumble onto this post by accident.
And one more, the hardest one. Do you actually need another business book? Or are you avoiding the harder work of applying the last one? I asked myself that question years too late. You get to ask it today.
So do what I did. Pick two or three learning titles and give them a container, a dedicated window inside working hours. Your commute counts if you want it to, but I honestly choose listening to music and winding down from the day or calling my friends to catch up. Then let the escape shelf have your evenings, guilt-free. Considering 73% of listeners say they trust their favorite podcast hosts more than almost any other form of media, be as picky about these voices as you would be about the people at your dinner table. Because functionally, that is what they are.
And one more filter while we are being honest, because it belongs here. I am extremely selective about whose voices I let sink in, and experience is my bar. The personal coaching market in the United States is worth over $2.3 billion, with more than 31,000 active coaches asking for your attention and your money. Some are phenomenal. Many have never built the thing they are selling you guidance on. If someone has never made payroll, never led a team, never sat across from a client in a hard conversation, their voice passes right by me. Apply that same filter to every book and show on this page. Lived experience first. Always.
The best business advice I ever received did not come from a bestselling author or a keynote stage. It came from two questions I answered proudly and heard back like a diagnosis. What are you reading? What are you listening to? Seven years later, I finally love my answer.
Protect your peace the same way you protect your business. Not because it sounds nice on a graphic, but because your business is built out of you. Your judgment, your creativity, your presence in hard conversations. Every one of those things runs on the reserves you refill after hours.
If you have been ending twelve hour workdays by picking up another book that lists everything you have not yet accomplished, consider this your permission slip. Close the business book. Open the novel. Cue up the show that makes you laugh. The research says six minutes is all it takes to feel the difference. I say give it a whole summer.
Now tell me, what are you reading and listening to right now? And be honest with me. Is it Fourth Wing and Giggly Squad, or is it another goal-setting book? No judgment.
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